Lost

Well its been a while since I wrote something.
I don't know. Its like, my mind has gone completely blank for a while now. Well I don't know what is next.

"Next" Sounds more vague and generic isn't it?

I know that I am getting married, and don't think that I am afraid of it too... In fact I am really happy that I am. But thats not it.

What is next in my life?
What I want in my life?
What I should do?
What needs to be done?

Come to think of it, I am thinking a lot only about me...

hmmm